Saturday, 29 October 2011

Loosing hope

I feel like giving up today, not that I will, nor do I want to l, but I just feel like giving up... I know the way im feeling is being based on my mood right now... As everything this too will pass and I'll regret thinking this way later on... I had a late start to my day my alarm didn't go off so my day has been sidetracked, it's funny how when you really start to have a daily routine the smallest changes really throw me off...I got on the elliptical not to long ago well I guess I just got off it.

I wish I could shake this feeling I have.. But there are other things bothering me right now that I think are playing a big part in how I'm feeling right now... With everything it will pass but. I can't get into that situation....

Well I'm sorry this post wasn't as exciting as my normal post but, this Is all part of my journey the ups and downs the forwards and backwards., right now this would be a down!

Thank you all for being there for me...

Total weight loss to date 19.2lbs


  1. Hey Monica,

    These lows hit hard with the weight loss, your hormones are all over the place. There are days when I just want to sit around and cry all day because of something stupid, like burning a piece of toast lol.

    You're doing great and I'm so proud of you. You have a lot more self-control than I do!

    Jen (from VIP)

  2. Thanks Jen <3 It's True with the hormones all over the place, while i was on the Elliptical i was about 2 seconds away from bawling my eyes out, luckily my favorite song came on LOL. Im sure this will all pass,Im not going to give up i know i have more in me and i know i can Do anything i set my mind to..I just hate feeling down about other things because my mind races and goes on to other shit!